Music
& Lyrics by Gino Ruberto ©1990
Summer
nights I can hear
That
train whistle blowing
In
the distant sky
It reminds me of times gone by
She
rolls in on a Northbound
Line
in an hour
Oh,
but I've gotta keep my pride
Gotta
keep her locked outside
Of my
heart this time.
Chorus:
Cuz that's a closed station now
It's a closed
station now
That's a
closed station now
And I will
not wait at this
Closed station
now.
When
she phoned she cried,
“I'm
so alone, will you help me?”
No!
No! No!
Cuz
I've gotta take my stance
Never
give a second chance
On a
bad romance.
The
arrow's flying straight back at you
Cuz
you've been unkind
And
you've been untrue
My
love was blind when I loved you
Now
the arrow's flying straight back at you.
Lately
our love's left me so lonely
I can
feel it when I'm losing you
And
I'm losing you
Lately
your kisses feel so cold to me
And
it seems so hard for you to say
“I
love you”
Chorus:
Seldom in a lifetime
Will you find love like I feel for you
Lately I've
been feeling
Like that's
really no big deal to you
Like you'd
throw it all away
Throw it
all away.
I
still remember how we used to be
When
I'd wake up in the morning with you next to me
These
days it's so hard getting through to you
And I
know I aint no Romeo, but I'm true to you.
It
takes a lot to hold on
Stay
with me, stay with me
Don’t
give up, let's hold on
Stay with me, stay with me, stay with me.
I
feel so alive when you are near me, one and only
When
you come and wrap yourself around me
Love
surrounds me.
Chorus:
You're my one and only love
I'll
always believe in you and me
You're my
one and only love
Don't
give up on me.
Through the years of change
We'll change together, bound forever
In my
Iife I'll never leave you lonely, one and only
And
when the walls of doubt surround you
Believe
in me, confide in me, and I'll be there for you.
FOOTPRINTS
Whatever
happened to those nights
When
we couldn't say goodbye
I
used to lie awake all night
Just
to feel you by my side
We
took a chance
Gambled
on a distance romance
But
something's been going on
What's
going on?
Chorus:
I saw the footprints on your doorstep
Someone's
been walking through your door
I saw the
footprints
Underneath your bedroom window
Footprints
that are telling me goodbye.
Loving
a music man is hard,
But
you knew that at the start
I had
temptations, just like you
But
believe me, I've been true
I'd
hoped I'd find
Everything
was all in my mind
But
they said it's really true
God,
what's happening to me, to you?
Chorus:
If
there's something I should know
Please
tell it to me now
Our
“farewell” should be spoken
It
happens every day
When
lovers are away
A
true heart has been broken.
KING
OF THE CASTLE OF FOOLS
I'm
standing on the outskirts
Of my
hometown
With
a suitcase in my hand
Misery
demanded of me
I
commanded her to love me
How
was I to know
That
my emotions were her tools
And I
was king of the castle of fools
I'm
steaming up the ice inside my glass
Just
waiting for the days to pass
I'm
drinking more than thinking lately
Wondering
how she grew to hate me
Fate
descended harsh to rape me
Listening
to her preach how infidelity was cool
God,
I was king of the castle
Yeah,
I was king of the castle of fools
And
even though I've justified
That
she did not deserve my love
It's hard accepting that she didn’t want it
Could
something once so beautiful
Have
turned to be so ugly
I
think of all those beauty queens
Who
age and fade away,
I'm
trying to remember who I was
Before
she came into my life
When
I was young and so naive
When
I could dream and still believe
When
I never had to grieve
I'm
giving up my throne
To
anyone who wants to rule
Won't
you be the king of the castle
Come
on, be the king of the castle
Someone, be the king of the castle of fools.
How was
I to know that my true love
Could
be her tools?
Well,
I was king of the castle of fools.
I'm
losing you, I've already lost
So much
time, felt so much pain at such a cost
Should
I have to beg for you to feel my touch
You
roll your eyes, your venom flies
Am I
asking that much?
Chorus: I’m losing you, I'm losing you
I'm
losing you tonight.
If I
was starving and left to die
Would
you come to save me, or even try
When
we make love you close your eyes
To
fantasize of other guys.
Chorus:
It's
always the same, the secret nights
You
trace your steps, you lie just right
You
live your Life deceiving me
And I
live mine believing you.
Maybe
by some sundown
I
will finally face the truth
Maybe
by some sundown
I
will finally feel whole
Though
I know it's only temporary
I'm
not ashamed to say it scares me
Maybe
by some sundown
I
won't feel alone
Maybe
by some sundown
I
will hold my head up high
Maybe
by some sundown
I
will finally break the ties
And
when my reservoir of love runs dry
I’ll
never care enough to cry
Maybe
by some sundown
I
won't feel alone
Will
my broken heart mend stronger
Will
it hold out that much longer
I
have loved you so completely
Will
I love again?
Maybe
by some sundown
My
new life will begin
Then
I'll know security
Has
to come from within
When you
held my hand
You
chained my soul
And
God, in time it takes its toll
Maybe
by some sundown
I
won't feel alone
How
can loving turn to hating
Every
day our memory's fading
You
are gone, there's no use waiting
So
I'm moving on
Maybe
by some sundown
We
will finally live as friends
Maybe
then we'll realize
That
beginnings come from ends
But
it's gonna take some time for me
To
shake the word "eternity"
But
maybe by some sundown…
LET
HER GO
Lovers
posed in silhouette
Embraces
neither will forget
In
silence from the street
I
watch...alone
Stark
and lean in rebel jeans
I
struggle to erase the scenes
To
sanctify the only love I've known
Dew
upon the midnight grass
Is
sparkling from the moonbeams cast
And
something tells me,
“Just
keep moving on, moving on…”
Chorus:
Let her go, man, let her go, man
Let her
go, man, let her go…
How
I've strained to just maintain
Her
words are venom in my veins
And
sorrow seals a love that still remains
She
took pleasure in her schemes
To
desecrate my purest dreams
Polluting
my most sacred memories
Crawling
back to my hometown
With
thorny crown, on bloody knees
I
thank God that my true friends never leave me.
Betcha
she works in a restaurant
For
twenty-five bucks a day
She
probably lives with some
Truck
driving hustler from L.A.
She
probably reads all the magazines
And
follows the Broadway stars
She
probably spends all her days on the job
And
her nights in the bars.
Chorus: A tux from the Salvation Army
A dress that
your sister outgrew
We'd make
the scene in my brother's machine
I was so
proud to be with you
The prom
night air was so serene
But time
can take its toll
That vain
mistake out on Crazy Lake
Still echoes through my soul.
Maybe
she raised her a family
Or
maybe she's on her own
Maybe
sometimes she still thinks about me
When
she's all alone
Maybe
she's still just a drifter
Or
maybe she just gone
But
Crazy Lake lives on and on…
Chorus:
Someday
I'm gonna come home again
And I
pray to God I'll see
You
still out on your mama's porch
Waiting
up for me.
Living
Without
I watched you walk to your car alone
From the place that we'd called our own
You said, “I hope it works out in the end
And as you pulled out and drove away
I felt our blue skies all turn to gray
We made it too painful to pretend, again…
Chorus: Living without, (start over)
Living
alone (back on my own)
Living
without (so hard now)
Sadly
we've learned what it's really about
Solo, we
sleep in slow slums of doubt
Living without.
Sometimes
I talk to the friends we know
Down
at the places we both would go
They
ask me, “Man, are you doing alright late at night…”
Chorus:
So
I'll pack up the souvenirs
While
I work on a few more beers
Somehow
I thought we would beat this in the end.
Hope
ran out in the end.
Sometimes
it feels like this whole world
Comes
down to just our lonely hearts
When
I swear it feels
Like
we're a million miles apart
Sometimes
the telephone
Makes
me feel so alone
And
the rain just never ends
But
the strong survive
And
there's a vow that I’ll defend…
Chorus:
We’ll be together again
We'll be
together again
When it
feels this strong
It won't
be long
We'll be
together, together again.
Sometimes
we wear a shield
To
hide the way we feel
It
gets us through the night
But
it never fully hides
The
feeling deep inside
By
now I know it's clear
If
you were only near
I'd
never let you go
Though
it's hard to show
There's
something you should know…
Chorus:
Sometimes
I feel like I could never
Move
on without you, without you
Sometimes
it's hard to say
But
I'm saying it now
I
love you...I love you!
Chorus: